Sharon Robbins is my name.
Sharon- for all the SHARIN' I do on a daily basis.
Robbins- for all the once sober souls that I am ROBBIN' and transforming into monsters..
Sharon Robbins, S.Robb, Sharoin, Sheranimo, Share Bear, Share, Sharon Osbourne. S.Dog. Sharon Bo Baron, Shay-Ron.
Call me whatever you desire, but remember my name and never use it in vain, for one day I will be gone, and never to be seen again.
I do what I do because it makes me happy. If you tell me what to do, I will most likely do the opposite, because that's just how I am. I don't obey well to commands. I just want to be free and let off my fucking leash. Some people say I'm a bad person because of the things I do, but really, I'm not harming anyone, so I'd appreciate it if you leave me the fuck alone if you don't agree with my ways. I'm a simple type of girl, who doesn't expect much. I go with the flow and am down for anything, anywhere, at any time. I may come off as a stupid stoner, but I love surprising people. I sometimes think I'm too intelligent for my own good. I cherish each moment spent with those who are close to me. Often, I wonder how I even have friends, considering how fucking weird I am. I used to be stuck in a black hole, where I let the devil take over. But now I'm off the hard drugs, smoking weed, and couldn't be any happier. I'm one of a kind, and love me or hate me, no one can change me.
"So, I have indeed visited hell. Do tell? Well, it is not all so swell. But at the same time, it is oh so swell. Wanna know about the devil, you say? Well, let's just say he turns being gay to the feeling of dismay. Every time my addiction is put on delay, this devil appears and says 'No way, you may not stay away, you may not betray.' But instead, he insists that i stay and finish this tray, because there is no other way than to continue to decay. Then as I drift away, I begin to sway. And a vision of a perfect bay is in display. A place where I can laugh and play, a place where I am meant to stay. Then suddenly, it is a new day, and I'm overcome with dismay.. Only then do I realize the mistake I have once again made. Although I may have chose to live this way, it is inevitable to say that one of these days, I will surely have a large price to pay. And for all of you known as "they," please understand that I wish not to live this way. All you can do is never betray, continue to stay, and pray every day that I may someday part from these ways, learn to cope a better way, and live to see a brighter day." -Sharon Robbins

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